This year has truly been one of the hardest years of my adult life. My marriage was shattered, my family was a reck and I was betrayed by two people that I loved and cared for very much. I was completely lost for the first time in my life, so I did the only that I could. I prayed and prayed and prayed for God to help me. I prayed for direction and wisdom. I prayed for the people that had hurt me so much. I prayed for my heart to be at peace with my future, whatever that might be.
God heard me. Not only did he answer my prayers but he restored my marriage and my family. Through all of the pain, the heartache and the grief, I learned many things about myself. I am much stronger then I give myself credit for, I am so much more loved by my friends and family then I thought I was. I know now to be more cautious of who I let into my life and who I give my friendship to. I love myself and know that I have worth. I know what I want and I will fight for it.
My husband and I have been through many trials in our relationship but we always seam to come through it and learn from it. We grow stronger and closer together through each trial, especially this most recent one. We have something extremely special between us, that I think other people tend to be jealous of. I have so much to be thankful for not just on thanks giving but every day.