I think about you and our life together. I try to remember the good and not the pain.

I remember the man that I married almost seven years ago.

I miss your smell and the way it felt to run my fingers through your hair.
I miss scratching your back while you fall asleep and the way we laughed together while watching mystery science theater.
I miss family hugs with our son and shaving cream fights.
I miss our summer camping trips.
I miss watching you play army men with Jayden.
I miss all the funny voices and faces you would make at yourself in the mirror.
I miss our tickle/play fights.

I miss knowing that I always had you and Jayden to come home to at the end of every day.