Sad and really happy. My life couldn’t be any better right now and that scares the shit out of me. Maybe a good cry session will get rid of it or at least suppress it for awhile. I feel like I can’t express what’s wrong with me because some one could read this and use it against me or twist my words to hurt me. My anger has subsided and only ache is left. Wonderful new people and friends have come into my life but for some reason I can’t shake my attachment. I’ve tried so many times and ways to disconnect but things were left undone. Healing with scissors left inside.