Tag: family

So glad my son has good taste in music.

This was a few weeks ago at Guitar Center. We spent the day together just hanging out doing whatever. Super proud of how talented and smart he is. He gets good grades in school, he’s kind and respectful and he’s very responsible for his age. I couldn’t ask for s better kid ❤️

Sometimes I’m sorry isn’t closure.

Today was exhausting but good. My sister moved out this morning, I had mixed emotions about it. I enjoy having my family around but I also like/need my alone time. It seemed like my house was always messy and that caused me to be anxious, but I guess it couldn’t be helped with 7 people and 5 animals under one roof. I spent the … Read More Sometimes I’m sorry isn’t closure.

Urn Necklace 

Tonight when I got home from work, I received a big yellow envelope from my Grandma in Alaska. In it contained some gift cards and two smaller white envelopes with “Papa” and “Craig” written on them, father and son. I knew the contents would be their ashes. I couldn’t bring myself to open them for a few hours because somehow, even though it’s almost … Read More Urn Necklace 

I ask for more time

Yesterday I cried a lot. It was a combination of antidepressant withdrawal and the phone call from my little sister telling me that my mom had a seizure. I was home alone when I got the call and basically, my chest went off like a hand grenade. I was trying to call my family but I was hyperventilating so all I could do was … Read More I ask for more time

My loves

A letter from my Momma

Amanda my precious beautiful little girl, I want you to know that you are a beautiful, talented woman and you have so much to offer this world. Momma loves you more than life my sweet child and I was so blessed when God gave me you. I still remember the day you were born like it was yesterday and when I got to hold … Read More A letter from my Momma

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This little light of mine

He was such a funny curious little thing when he was born. His big blue eyes always searching my face and smiling when his eyes met mine. I use to sing and read to him when he was in my belly, I wanted him to always be comforted by my voice. His dad would lay his head on my lap and talk to my … Read More This little light of mine

I still sleep with a dream catcher above my bed.

You would have been 73 years old today. I often wonder how my life would have been influenced had you been here to guid me as I grew up. What advice would you have given me? Would you be proud of who I am today? I wish you could have watched me graduate high school. I would love to have danced with you at … Read More I still sleep with a dream catcher above my bed.

She made me cry

Thankful

This year has truly been one of the hardest years of my adult life. My marriage was shattered, my family was a reck and I was betrayed by two people that I loved and cared for very much. I was completely lost for the first time in my life, so I did the only that I could. I prayed and prayed and prayed for … Read More Thankful